Apr 25 2009
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the mrt track
sun’s almost rising now and I haven’t closed my eyes all night .In the not so far distance I can hear the mrt as it screeches to a halt, welcoming aboard its first dewy eyed passengers, preparing themselves for the flurry of activity that awaits them.
I am having trouble sleeping. My heart feels so heavy with things that I can’t put a thumb on. I feel sad, frustrated, angry. old feelings are beginning to surface again. This time stronger.
I feel so angry at so many people. Or maybe it’s just pent up resentment for myself.
My Lord my God, I am crying for your help. Please do not forsake me now.
